ameeeeee

LIVE

2009-06-24T15:56:14Z

hahaha!! I saw this really cool thing on Wei Hong's laptop today..

L.I.V.E = Life Is Very Exciting

And then Wei Hong laughed when I told him that was cool..he then scrolled down and it says this:

OR

D.I.E = Die In Eternity

It was so irritating!! hahahha! But funny man! Like one minute you're like "whoa! that's cool" and the next you're frowning saying "Wa lau!"

This is the madness and fun that I have everyday man! Can't believe I've got such an awesome group of friends!(: Your friends define you man! AYeah mann! I really agree with that.(:

Our Friend Define who we are!

Oh oh, was reading this book about Ritz-Carlton. The New Gold Standard by Joseph A. Michelli. My goodness, the history of Ritz-Carlton is amazing man! It's like a life story on its own.,.! hahaha! And the way the management wanted the best out of everything even though the business was doing badly financially!

I bet during those periods, many people around them would be calling them stupid for doing all that. But little did they know that their excellence was what defines them! Their attitude or giving the best to the costumers who comes it changed the world's view on a good and successful hotel! They are literally changing the world's standard with their standard and attitude! Whoa!

And all these were just from the forst 40 pages of the book! The rest would be as mind blowing and inspirational to me man!(: Great book!

Whoo! Enjoy Life!

Ame

Living The Dream

2009-06-15T20:36:18Z

Whoa! Another awesome service with Pastor Troy and Pastor Vincent! It is amazing man!(: I think everyone really great another level! It's awesome!!(: Seeing everyone getting impacted by the sermon and the thoughts that God has for them.(:

Was talking to Evonne just now, telling her how awesome service was. And whoa man! I have to say, I have the most awesome friends around me ever! I want to be such a blessing to others as well! Evonne was really cool! Was just sharing with her about things that really hurt me, and she just taught me something really precious!! Nothing bets having supportive friends beside you!

I thank God for the people around me! They are the ones that define me! And refine me too! HAHA! I think it's awesome!! My God is a great big God! He cannot be compared to anyone!!! hahaha!

His love is really amazing! Nothing can measure all that He has inside His heart! I just love Him! hahah! After all the mistakes I have made in life, He still chose to place this big and amazing dream in my heart! And its not any dream, its AWESOME! hahaha! It's like a power season for me! And I think I know why am I going through everything I am going through! I want to live life for OTHERS! No more for the little amelia inside me, but for something that He has placed into my heart!!

I am only 20!!! Great life ahead of me!! And I know that my life is just going to get better and better! hahah! Pastors always say, "New levels, new demons." And that we have a great big God who is bigger than those demons! I will SING all the days of my life!(: My Father has given me a voice to lift for Him! My Father has given me a gift that cannot be stolen, and that's faith!(: No one can take that away from me.(:

Heart of God Church is going to the next level!! And I am glad I am in it!(:

Really miss Pastors, Rhinnah and Lynette!! Can't wait to see them back in Singapore! But I am glad they are all resting and having fun! haha! I miss everyone who left! hahah!! (:

Loving life! Loving the dream!

I am changing the world!((:

Ame

Living Life!!

2009-06-13T18:35:18Z

Whoooo!! Had such a great time that I need to blog about everything!(:

Services so far were amazing!! There are so many things happening in church! And I just love the buzz and the passion of working around! This is simply amazing mann!! Heart of God Church is really an amazing place for everyone; from the youngest to the oldest of age! You can find a place here man!!(:

Whoot! I know why am I running for man! Not for the ministry, but for the vision! The next generation will be so powerful!

I was at Zone F Camp Revival Night with Pastor Troy. It was an amazing night! I think a lot of people got impacted by the message and ministry time! It was simply amazing!! This is the making of the next generation of leaders and builders!! Throughout the whole service, I think it's just great to see everyone's life being impacted!(: I am loving young people mann! They are the rocking bunch!!(:

Children Churc service was really a bomb tooo!! The children REALLY love God man! hahah! Who says young children won't understand spiritual things?! If you haven't seen a children ages 10 and below understanding and believing in the Word of God, you know you've been missing CCH services! hahaha! It's so phenomenal watching the children today and on Friday!! They are the world changers and life impacters man!! Whoo!!

I am honoured to be in the team which builds the next awesome team!! This is amazing! More than amazing! Its MIND BLOWING!!!!! hahaha! I would rather die than do anything else! haha!

I believe I believe I believe!!!

This is the time, NOW is the time!! FAITH!(:

Ame

In Awe of Something Greater!

2009-05-04T08:46:37Z

Whoo!! I am in awe right now.

Whoooooo!! Although I am not feeling at my best now, but whoa man! I am in awe of God! I just love Him! Nothing can express what I am feeling right now. And nope, I don't think that it is just a moment of excitement kind of thing. But I seriously believe that this is something I am looking for!! Whooo!(:

Great to be here, in Heart of God Church.(:

Ame

Awesome-ness!

2009-04-02T04:29:15Z

Hi hi!!(:

Went out with Melanie, Zaneta and Suat Ling! Oh my mama! Had loads of fun with them! They are starting an online shop, which was quite troublesome to set up at first! ahaha! But now everything is more of less on track! I think everything will be fully done up fairly soon! But here's the link in advance!

http://whitelushes.livejournal.com/

Do check it out! Saw some clothes they bought today. It looks good mann! hahaha! The new template for my livejournal is inspired by Melanie!! hahaha! I need to give her some credit for this. Because I never really explore the themes they have here, so when Melanie showed us, I was so shocked that they are simple and nice looking templates around! So I decided to change my template!(:

Had morning prayer for the pass 2 days!! hahaah! Wasn't exactly that bad, but it was certainly tiring! Everyone had to wake up super early! Considering the fact that everyone in church sleeps at an average timing of 2 to 3am? haaha! Whoo! But man, so glad that I went for 2 days now. It's really cool! Praying early in the morning is an awesome experience! haha!! Had a great time laughing after the meeting though! hahah! Love working with Soosoo! She spice things up! hahaa!(:

Going to have sushi with Dom and the D zone later! Whoo!

See you around!

Ame.

I think I don't have a subject eh!

2009-03-23T17:28:19Z

hahahah!! Hallo there!(:

Its been a long while since I blogged man! hahaha! I do like blogging, but sometimes I can be just too lazy to type man! hee! Come on, you have to admit it in your heart that you're lazy too right!! hahaha!!(:

Anyway, had a great time with everyone today! A whole group of random us went to watch "Race to Witch Mountain" in the late noon. The show was a good and cool show, at least to me! HAHA! It was funny and shocking too!! Sky scared the bong out of Clarence during one of those suspense moments! It was really funny!! Watching movie with random groups of people is just A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

After the movie, we went to have dinner! And went to collect Jun Wen's handphone at Wheelock place before going to Lido to buy food and chill!! hahaha! Oh man oh man!! I have to say something!! You know those things that Xiao Ding Dang loves? This pancake thingy with red bean inside! I saw it on the self when we were at the supermarket in Lido, and I was super amused! Because I DIDN'T KNOW THEY HAVE THEM IN A LIVE VERSION YA'LL!! hahahah!! Noel & Dale bought it for me because they know I never tried it before! Oh my mama!!
It was really cool! We chilled at MOS burger and waited for Evonne to come! And everyone was shocked to see Miss May May! hahaha!! Because she POP out, out of no where! hahahah!!! I see her in her work clothes everyday!! hahah!

We then walked to Cine! And Evonne and I talked a lot (If you read her blog first, you would know). And can I tell you, I feel so comfortable just telling her everything! And I am so glad that she is here in HOGC, loving and serving God!(: Whoo! I think I am like the luckiest person on planet earth to have such an awesome best friend!(: EVONNE!!! I LOVE YOUUUUU!!(: heeeee! Proclamation of love must be loud and clear ya'll! Don't you know that?! HAHAH!!

Whooo!! Tomorrow, we are going running with Lynette at 830am! Oh mama!! This is crazy, but I am in for it man!! hahaha! Everyone is exercising! Keep fit dude! hahaha! Whooooo!! Can't wait actually! heee!(:

Whoo!! Have fun people!(:

Ame

Revelation!

2009-02-23T15:53:38Z

Whoo! HI THERE WORLD! hahahah!!!

I just my first paper today and it was not bad. I felt super scared but happy when I came out of the examination hall. A weird combination of emotions! HAHA!

Whoo! Pastor shared a super powerful sermon! And for both services, everyone was really touched! You could just feel the whole church rising together and surrendering! It was simply amazing!! If you missed it, crucify yourself! hahaha! I am kidding! But it was truly a breakthrough for many, or at least that's what I felt.(:

Pastor shared about this verse in 2 Corinthians 4.
And it brought back a cool memory. When I first came to church, my friends were unhappy with me. Many times, they would just say how stupid I am to allow the church to manipulate me! I was super troubled then, because my friends were my life then. But, God was amazing!
He showed me this verse in 2 Corinthians 4:8-10

It says, "We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; stuck down, but not destroyed - always carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus also mayb be manifested in our body."

What touched me was that, even when my friends forsaken me then, God was still there for me!! And it really touched me! But about a year later, this incident was at the back of mind.
When Pastor was sharing about this verse on Sunday, God just brought it back to me. And I now, understood the WHOLE verse! Previously, it was only about not being forsaken. But, now, I understood the WHOLE verse!! It was simply amazing! hahahah! Whooo, and there and there, I really made a choice to be with Jesus no matter the cost man! No matter how much may come my way, may the Lord's Name be praised!(:

Whooo! After service, it was just more impactful with discipleship with Jamie! Although we made a lot of fun, but ultimately, it was like a powerful discipleship class! Jamie shared with us about David! And how when he serves, people might not see, but God sees it. Whoo!!

Ohhhh! I had a fun dinner time with Dawn on Saturday!! Can I tell you, Dawn is a super powerful figure man!! Oh my mama! Although it was something rather relax, but I could just see so much In Dawn! She was after the heart of God and pastors!
I made a decision, that is to be just like Dawn; the first banch of leaders! I want to be as spiritually connected to God! And be able to serve pastors!!(: I felt so sure that it is NOT impossible! hahaha!(:

It was powerful. Something really broke this weekend. Pride was gone. Shame was removed.

Who says being a Christian was easy? hahaha! But I like being a Christian! You know why? Because I've got the most amazing Father on earth! And and He is so awesome that He is like a friend!! He is my best friend!(: More best friend than Evonne and Pansiri! Whooo! hahahah! I'm so proud to have a Dad!!(:

Yay! I have also changed my journal settings, so the people can tag! I never knew they couldn't man!(: Heeee!(:

Stay strong!(:

Love,
Ame

Hallo World

2009-01-29T09:45:01Z

Hallo lovely people!(:

I am here to blog, after getting a complain from Evonne I haven't touched my blog for the longest time.
I am here to say HIIII!(:

Love,
Ame

2009

2009-01-06T03:55:27Z

Happy New Year to all!(:

Whoo, the new year came by so fast I could hardly believed it when the clocked striked 12 and everyone was screaming with joy.
Just a minute, literally, before 2009, I was running up and down the flight of stairs towards the Admin Office, to grab some stuff. I was in a frenzy when the emcees on stage counted down to the very last second on 2008!
I jumped with both panic and joy at the media area. Looking at Soosoo standing at the livefeed area, she was way to calm! And then, I looked at the also in a lunctic point of her, Char, who was sitting beside where I was standing. We were all anticipating for 2009 to come! Maybe with a different excitement at the crowd in front of us, but we did feel that same joy I guess.(: And FINALLY, the crowd screamed! And we all looked at each other with JOY! And a little of panic. It was awesomely mad!

While clicking the lyrics for the song "That's What Friend's Are For", Char hugged me with her free hand! Of course man, she was my boss! And I just love having to serve with her on this day! She made me so happy that I wanted to cry!
I ran over to Soosoo and hugged her too!! We all were so happy! And watching the crowd enjoyed themselves at they screamed and dance, I think it was the most awesome night ever!
And I am very proud to say, this is the place I want to be all my countdowns and parties. The lights, the music, the livefeed on screen, the lyrics; everything seems too perfect! I knew that 2009 was going to be an awesome year ahead! It is going to be a time of life changing events over and over again!! The thought excited me more than anything that happened the hours before the countdown.

That was how my 2008 ended and 2009 started.

Not a very happening one for many, but enough for me to remember!(: It was Friend's Night. Dawn, Bong, Pan and Joyce were the key planners for this whole event. I only bumped my head in at the very last 2 to 3 days before the event to help out. I am glad to have this chance to serve and run around like a crazy nut on this special day.(:

Friend's Night was a great experience for me personally. As I see how things were run and how tight planning came in, I really learned a lot. When the night ended, I just wanted to worship God. As cliche as it may sound. But I really felt so strongly to worship God at the point! Just thanking Him for the pas year of opportunities and love; thank Him for the times I was picked out from the hole I was falling into; thank Him for being my Father! So many things was on my mind when I saw that huge crowd hugging and smile at each other. It was just beautiful!

School has started for most of us, and it feels like everything is back once again. The chionging and the meeting up in each other schools! It just simply fun to the max! Although I dread tomorrow morning, some part of me is excited about school as well!(: YEAH MAN! School is going to be more than exciting!!(: Whoot!

Today has a great value! And so will tomorrow!!

2008.

A wonderful year! A year where I experienced the most breathe-taking moments of my life. Although some parts were a little mundane, but I have to say its been a GREAT year! 'Great' seems like it isn't a good enough word for the year...but my level of vocab is not very wide. But you know....it was just simply A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! HAHA!!(:

The love from leaders is something that changed me!
With their constant encouragement and love, I knew that I could go on and on and on.(: Whenever they speak to any of us, you can just feel the love beaming out of them. Sometimes, they say things that may hurt you, but when you think about it, its love! That's the most amazing part! They just love everyone single one of us so much that they tell us our flaws, just so that we can improve as a person in character!(:

Being here in Heart of God Church is like having a whole new family.
I think many have heard this phrase for the longest time, but, that's exactly how I feel. And i know that I cannot ever leave this place. Until I grow old, this is the place I want to be forever! This is where people meet God and feel Him! This is where friendships blossoms and strong bonds are build. This is our home.
More than anything, I wish to bring my whole family here! And it'd be awesome! Seeing all my best friend's families here with mine! Whoa! Its like a dream come true! This is place is like a fairtale by itself!(:
Can't wait for us to move our of SingPost, and have a whole new and bigger place for the growing congregation. And and, to see more and more CGLs and HODs rising up! Whoa! Just the thought of seeing the Zone F Projection crews growing and becoming the next OGL, I am blown away!! I can't wait to see more coming in! It's really a place where the church builds people! And these people whom I've seen grown in Projection are just simply mind-blowing! I can just imagine other Ops ministries having new Zone F OGLs too!!(:

Seeing people grow is like the most rewarding thing that can happen to you when you serve in church.
And in 2008, I've seen people grow so much that I am just in awe of God! Can you just see how God is working in their lives? Many of the leaders now are not born leaders, but as they have faith and confidence, everything is flowing through like water!!
I've grown just by helping the newer crews in Projection. And I know that more and more people are going to grow in this ministry. I just can't wait to see God moving in this House!(:

I want to do so much more! Not just Projection anymore! I want do more for God!

After I've stablised my studying, I want to do more!(: But before that, I will do what I am doing to excellence! Whoot!!

My 2008 was GREAT, how's yours?(:
Yay! More amzing days are coming ahead!(:
WHOOO!!

Love,
Ame

I am HAPPY!!(:

2008-12-02T05:12:23Z

Hi Dear All!!(:

Heee! Its been an awesome week for me, what about you?!(:

I've got loads of amazing pictures to show everyone!(: I can't wait to move forward to the great future!(:

These were taken after the last service with Pastor Kong!

Soo soo is the BEST at taking these 4 in a row pictures! Super zai! HAHA! She has a different pose for ALL!! I've got more pictures to prove man! HAHA! Soo soo rocks!

Look at Dexter's face! HAHA! Dexter is the one behind me! He just stays there!!

Old man Tay, Joyce, Dale and myself! Whoo! Hahaha!! Yes, Jun Wen is old man Tay! HAHA! Okie la, he doesn't look like one now! hehe!

JUN WEN'S FACE IS SUPER FUNNY! hahahahahahaha!!(:

Look at the face change of Jun Wen!! He is a joker! I can't stand it! HAHA! I love Joyce man! She is super cute!HAHAH!

Dextol and Joyceyyyy!!(:

This was after an awesome service! haha! Everyone was beaten dead tired, but when night falls, no one really knows what happens!HAHA!

This is my most lovely friend ever! She is THE BEST! hee! I just love working with her.
This is Jolie Koh Ju Li! Hee! I made the 'Ju Li' up!(:

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Hahah, I am in class with Melanie, and we found this website on handwriting analysis. HAHA! It analyse your handwriting and then your personalitiy! Its quite funnily true for me. HAHA! But certain things I have to disagree! HAHAH!!

I love doing such things! Because its so fun agreeing and disagreeing with things said about you. hahah! But just a gentle reminder, don't let this affect the way you think about yourself man! Because you are who you are, and God has made you this way, so don't change to suit the world, but change because you know its good for you to, a God given revelation!(:

Amelia is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. She feels emotional situations very strongly. She'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before her. Then, for some reason unknown to herself, she will burn out emotionally. These mood swings can be very disturbing to her. Sometimes, she feels that she can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge her emotional batteries", she will spring back into action.

Because Amelia feels situations intensely, she relates easily to others' problems. If she is not careful, when she comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, she will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Amelia reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. She may plan everything in detail before she even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through.

Amelia has a strong need for affection. She thrives on touching and being touched. Amelia desires being told that she is loved, every day. She enjoys being the center of attention. She loves attention, sometimes she even retells stories that got her attention earlier.

Amelia has the possibility of being a actor or natural born salesperson, simply because she relates so well to other people. She likes expressing how she feels, what she is doing, and what she plans to do. She is a people person.

She will work most efficiently in a people orientated job as opposed to a job working alone on an assembly line (that would drive her insane.)

Amelia tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Amelia writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Amelia will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says "she didn't hear you", she really means, she didn't hear you.

Amelia will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Amelia believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Amelia will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Amelia has a desire for attention. People around Amelia will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

Amelia has an over-awareness of self. She often feels self-conscious. She fears ridicule, therefore she is careful not to place herself in a position to receive any ridicule. She wonders what people will think if she acts in a certain manner. When encountering a new group of people, Amelia may stay on the sidelines until she has the people categorized, or she may behave in a "positive attention getting" manner to assure people think good thoughts about her from the start.

In the sales profession, this self-consciousness is called "call reluctance". They take the word "no" as a personal criticism. Therefore, there is an internal struggle when performing this type of work. Although this person may be a great salesperson, she still feels insecurity. She will perform better if someone else is with her because the fear of ridicule from her peers is far greater than the fear of ridicule from her clients. Many times this type of person becomes a sales trainer, because when she is training, she doesn't have to put herself in a position of being told "no" as often as the salesmen do.

Amelia is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Amelia learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Amelia is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Amelia's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Amelia that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Amelia also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Amelia is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Amelia's self-concept is artificially low. Amelia will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Amelia to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Amelia is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Amelia is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Amelia has a tendency to put things off, Amelia procrastinates. She sometimes pretends to be busy, so she will not have to do whatever she is putting off. She is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to her output on the job or at school. Remember, Amelia will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

Amelia is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Amelia is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Amelia has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Amelia fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Amelia has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Amelia seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Amelia seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

Yay! The journalcut thingy actual works! HAHHA!

Whooo! I am in love with this song now. I think everyone else is too! HEH! Its a super amazing and anointed song man!(: I can give you the song through LiveJournal, but I sure can share the lyrics with you! Just by reading it, you'll be so moved!(:

The God I Know
City Harvest Church

When the stage bare tonight
There's no one else, just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There's no pretense, I'm on my knees

I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice, You gave to me
Its all because You
All because of You

The God I know, righteous and Holy
The God I know, faithful anf true
The God I know, my tower of refuge
Hearts are healed, Christ revealed

The God I know, light of the city
The God I know, strengthens the weak
The God I know, Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we

This is my cry, my one dsire
More of You, more of You

The church He knows, righteous and Holy
The church He knows, faithful and true
The church He knows, a tower of refuge
Hearts are healed, Christ revealed

The church He knows, light of the city
The church He knows, strengthens the waek
The church He knows is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we

Come on man, you have to agree its amazing right?(:
The other time, Pan was playing this song on the guitar and she changed the lyrics a little. And my goodness! It's the bomb man!!(: This is what she sang:

The child He knows, righteous and holy
The child He knows, faithful and true
The child He knows, a tower of refuge
Hearts are healed, Christ revealed

The child He knows, light of the city
The child He knows, strengthens the weak
The child He knows is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we

Aren't you already blown 10 feet away from your laptop?!(: haha! Okie, I am being an idiot!

Its like God telling YOU, that you're the child He knows!
He knows you're faithful! He knows you're holy! He knows you're true! He knows you're righteous! He knows you're a tower of refuge to many! He knows you strengthen the weak! He knows you're strong and mighty!
Even if you think you're not, HE SAYS IT! He proclaim it in your life! You're not as low as you think you are! You're not as lousy as you ever say you are! This IS what God says and thinks of YOU! You are His child!!(:

I love this life I am leading, i know the road I am walking, its amazing to know where I am going!(:

Love,
Ame(:

The Greatest Love

2008-11-01T04:04:32Z

Hi Dear World!!(:

I am so happy!! I can't even describe how happy I am!!
This is called JOY!(:

I just called Wei Rong, and OH MY!! She is super nice to talk to!! I just feel like loving her!!(:
Can I tell you!!
She was so shocked when she said hello! I think reason being, I never called her before and that its so late! But then when I laughed and ask her not to sleep, she was so CUTE!!! She was more high than me! She sounded so alive! But she was tired! hahaha! Oh my, I just love her! Then I just asked her about studying and told her about Lynette being back.
Somehow, she just made me wanna draw closer to her world to understand her! Because I was saying she sounded so tired over the 1010 prayer conference yesterday, and she told me she didn't like talking on the phone that's why! And oh my, that's such an honest answer la! If it was me, I wouldn't even say that! I will probably leave it as I am tired!!

Oh my oh my! And and, Wei Rong was so funny over the phone too! Alamak! Now it makes it hard to think that she don't like talking on the phone! HAHAHA! I am going to disturb her next time! heee!!

I've never called anyone that I don't really talk to. And Wei Rong is someone that I don't talk a lot too! But I just felt like doing it today! And whooo whoo! She made me feel so welcomed over the phone!!! Can I say how much joy is in my heart now?!?!!?!
HAHAHA!! Feel me brother! Then you will see how happy I am!! HEEE!

WEI RONG! ALL THE WAY FOR A LEVELS MAN!! Your Daddy is bigger than an A Level paper!! You're going to score As!! WHOO WHOO HOOO! hahahahahah!! I doubt she's see this, but I am just so happy I needed to login and blog about this!!! (: WEI RONG!!(:

Amazingly, I am not on duty tomorrow! The miracle! hahahaha! Although I feel like staying behind until Dawn comes, but I guess everything will be fine man! hee!! Oh...how I miss sitting in congregation! I miss sitting there a lot eh! hahaha! Tomorrow is going to be the most amazing Combined Service ever!! WHooo!!!

Whoa! I miss Dawn so much I wish I could see her NOW! hahha! But Dawn was really sweet to trust me to go school and do my school work when she is away! She trusted me with Projection ministry, although it was only the administration part, but I felt that it was something very significant to me! And, Dawn!! I just thank her for believing in me since day 1! Everyone doubt me at some point in time, but, only Dawn believed in me time and time again!!(: I love my leaders!

Love,
Ame

Battle Day 1

2008-10-14T02:35:12Z

Oh Crap!!!!

Yes, it doesn't sound good right? haha! But in fact, IT WASN'T GOOD at all!!! hahahahaha! I nearly died when I came for my first lesson.
Thank God for giving me a strong heart. hee!

I was late for class!
I was stuck in traffic for like 1 hour??!!! hahaha, I didn't know morning jam can be so scary!
I left house at 730am! I am going to leave at like 7 tomorrow!!

Lesson one learned:
NEVER be late for class, or else DIE!

hahaha!
I was shocked to death when I realise it was a practical lab lesson and I didn't have my lab coat with me.
And the teacher is like a BOMB! Is like, she can explode anytime.
I never felt so afraid of a teacher in my life before. Oh my!!
I was so scared, I was literally shivering like mad!! This marks the end of all pon-ing I tell you! HAHAH!
Amen to that!

I was so determined to apologise to her for being late and not attending class....but, I won't see her until Thursday.
Alamak!
But I shall still do it! Through email or something!(:

That's how a day one started for me!
I hope yours is like MUCH MUCH better! hahaha!(:

But the school day has not ended for me. I still have a lecture later at 1, so I am quite looking forward to that one.(:

Whoohoo!!
This weekend Charleston is preaching! I am so excited! And I am on ministry!!(:
Just feels so good having the chance to support our leaders and just bring service to a whole new level.

After the holidays, I have seen Ops in a whole new different way!

As normal as it may sound,
Ops are the carrier of the Presence of God!
And until you have a deeper revelation of it, you will forever just see this as a line or phrase which everyone says. And you'll be serving out of obligation and not convictions.
You realise it when all you do starts feeling stagnent and event the outcome is not as good as it use to be!!

Once was in that place, and I never want to go back again.
Everyday is a new fight and revelation for loving and serving my Lord.

WHOOOOOO!!(:

Today - Christian City Church

Today
I'm leaving all my troubles behind
I'm letting go, I'll follow the light
I'm holding on with all of my life

I see Your rising Son
We've only just began

Today
I'm walking to the beat of Your heart
You take me all the way to the start
Stretch Your hand and straighten the path

I've found in open skies
Your heart it lives in mine

Today
I’m finding my first love again
I’m learning how to let You in
Trusting You with all that I am

The shadows fade away
It’s You that clears the day

No more running wild
I’m Yours for life
You got me here
You got me

I hear Your call tonight
Your heart is mine
You got me here
You got me

Love,
Ame

Forward.

2008-09-16T09:12:03Z

Honestly, I felt like crap since yesterday morning. i totally had no mood or motivation to do anything. I literally lay on my bed the whole morning till mid noon before I decided to get up and start life. HAHA!

Yes, I checked my results online while on my bed. And, whoo! I could hardly believe what I saw. It just slapped me so hard on the face!!

But I know it's because I pon a lot of classes that's why I am getting such grades. I even need to retake one module! But thank God, its not the module that I need to catch insects!! So, I guess that something I can rejoice about?

Disgusting thoughts kept eating my mind up since last night. The worse was knowing that I might lose the opportunity of walking into the destiny God planned for me. And this brought so much fear into me! It's not about fame or glory, its about missing God's timing that scares me! There's a difference.

At that moment, I wanted so badly to talk to Evonne!! Like just cry and scream to her! But email was the closest thing I could think of. hahaa! And wahhh, I just love my best fwen! She is super encouraging!!(:

Just now, Lisa asked me to go to her blog, and I just felt so touched when I heard the song playing from her blog.

Peace. That's the word.

And Lisa drew me to an old song which I loved. Not really old, but quite some time back. I had the lyrics on one of my post.(:

I am glad I have God with me through this!
I am glad for awesome leaders leading me through!
I am glad for everyone who is always loving me!
(:

Thanks all. I really appreciate everything.(:

Love,
Amee

Jesus Take The Wheel

2008-08-22T17:55:30Z

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hand
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel

I just happened to come across this song, Jesus Take The Wheel by Carrie Underwood
The chorus is just meant a lot!
Letting Jesus take the wheel of your life; surrendering all to Him!

We are humans. Youths, to be specific.
But it just amazes me how God can use people of our age to just build something to amazing.

Joy is not happiness
Happiness is an emotion that comes and goes according to the circumstances around.
I don't want happiness! I am not going to let others determine when the smile appears on my face.
I am letting God determine it!
And therefore, i found joy! Priceless.

People often tell me, I have the joy of the Lord in me.
I never understood what it truely means until last weekend, when Pastor How shared with us the diiference between joy and happiness. I never looked at these two words the same!!

I am so glad I stayed in this house of God!!
And I will continue to be in it and do well in school!

WHOOOOOOOOOOO!

I found these pictures while looking through them on my mama's computer!!!
Oh my!(:

These were taken on the last service at FTMS!!!
I think it was my second duty in Projection Ministry

I LOVE JUJU KOHHH!!!(:

HAHAH!! I cannot stop laughing when I saw this picture of Noel! HAHA!! He look like he just woke up! HAHA!

PECKK!!!(: Heee!

Dawn dawn!!!(:

HAHAHA! I didn't know I knew Elgin since then! HAHA!! His hair was soooo short and little!!

OH! The wonderful gang who takes train home LATE at night!!(:

The packing of FTMS!!!
I love the bubble wrap!(: Melanie and I packed a lot of computers!
I think it was the first time we packed so much of things!(:

Our Audi

WHOO!!

From this, we are now.....

hoGc 2.0!

Are you ready to be part of it?

Tomorrow's going to be another powerful and amazing time!
Service is going to be so impactful.(:

And yes, my God will bring water to me when I call for help to Him.
And yes, I rather be a nun then be who I am before.

But you know, my Ya Saw has something so amazingly interesting for me!
And, I wish you all could see and feel it. I am just waiting patiently.(:

Love,
Ame!

Hosanna, Hosanna, Hosanna!

2008-08-15T16:56:06Z

Even in times like these, I will still sing Hosanna.

Even in times of pain and trial, I will still say, Praise to the Lord!

Even when everything is going wrong, my praise comes before anything!

For I grow in such times.
It's through constant chastening that I am made into someone of substance.

Mistakes; I learn from them!

But I won't let the past and the pain hold me back! I will let them go and move on!

Hosanna in the highest!

A revival is better than anything in this world...(:

Love,
Amee!

Fullstop!

2008-08-13T14:37:05Z

Okieeee!! I am tired!
But happy!

I am dying!
But strong!

I am sick!
But I am healed!

I am going mad!
But WHO DONT GO MAD IN HOGC?!! whoo!

Just that little bit more...
Just THAT little bit more...

Festival of Praise

2008-08-04T20:05:54Z

It's been a blessed weekend!!
I've learned so much, and my view about things have changed totally!
'Looking at the bigger picture' is the phrase.

I did ushering during FOP and whoa man, I am so blown away by how the CHC ushers do things!
Just from the way they see and did things, I am so amazed!
I think everyone who ushered in FOP certainly brought home something special, and it is going to last!
Because I feel that what we've felt and learned have and will become a conviction in us!(:

I just want to run along side with Pastor and my leaders!
I just want to be more like them; loving and giving!!
Yet, always humble!

During the concert, Parachute Band performed their new song, Living Rain.
I bet everyone is talking about this song, and SO AM I! hahah!
The whole song impacted me to tears!

We, Your people come
In desperate need to You we run
Called by Your Great Name
With humble hearts we seek Your ways

We believe in faith
Your promises You never break
Turn from wicked ways
To live as Christ for all our Days

Oh God high up in heaven
Won't You heal our land

Living rain, fall again
Over my life over my land
Living Rain, wash my heart again
Open wide heaven skies
Over my street
Oh Spirit reside
Living Rain, flood my life again

Come back
Back to your first love
Back to your first Love
Back to the cross
Come back
Back to your first love
Back to your first love
At the foot of the cross

Just by reading the lyrics, I am super touched! This song is made for everyone! A love song so true.
The atmosphere just change when this song was sang!

Come back to your first love;
Come back...
To the foot of the cross.

I was sorting out some thoughts, and I was like whoa at this song! I am going to cut off whatever is holding me back.
I know it is not going to be easy!
But because I love God, I think nothing is going to hold me back!

Faith Hope Love

The greatest of them all is Love!

My Jesus is not my sugar daddy, this day, I want to do something for Him!(:
Very little, but I am doing it anyway!(:

God didn't promise anyone an awesome, trouble free life. And I thank God for that!
Imagine!
If I am in a tough situation and I just pray and walah!
All troubles are solve!
Then you know what, I wouldn't treasure this God of mine, I will only come to Him when I WANT something.

I am sick of being selfish

I am disgusted with disbelieve

I am rebellious towards unhealthy thoughts

I pray you will see and understand. This is more than a feeling, this is more than just the point of emotions.
This is what you call, a purpose you'll want to die for.

This is love.

Love,
Ameee

Leaders of Tomorrow

2008-07-30T17:12:21Z

Leading our lives with wisdom and faith!!(:

I won't back down man! I will never say give in to the devil!!! I am a conquerer!!(:

wa, I feel so ready to study and chiong every single project in school now!
Like, I can do everything!!(: And I am going to give my best in doing it!(:

No man changed my thinking! its not people's nagging, or begging or scolding that make me wanna study, but its just the urge and the joy of doing something for the Lord!!(:
Yes, studying for the Lord! I never like studying! Like come on, no one likes studying!! hahahha! But I am going to do it for my Father! And I am going to show the people out there who thinks I cannot that I can, because I got my God with me! When I give my best, He gives me His best!(:

I know what I want, and I am going to get it!

I am running the race like I want to win it!
and I WILL win it!

Nothing is too hard for me to overcome! Not a thing! No one!!

We are all leaders of tomorrow!!(:

The atmosphere is changing!!(:

Ameee

Priceless!!

2008-07-22T04:20:18Z

YAY!!

Thanks everyone for wishing me happy birthday!!!(:
I am the happiest person today!! HAAHAHA!! From Last night until this very minute, I am still jumping with joy in my heart!(: HEH!

Although its a simple birthday, I think it is the most enjoyable one!(: I feel so embraced by the whole world!!!!!!!!HAHAH!(:

Would like to thank all who wished me today! Its the greatest gift you've gave me!(:

My Greatest Family!(:
Evonne Chia, Best fwen!
May Chew Chew
Jun Wennnnnnnn
Zhi Xiang
Joanna
Gracie
Wei Rong
Meatball!!!!(:
Jerald!
Meinu!!! Ah Pan!
Cedric!!
Dawnie mummy
Noeldickson Ongah, lao onggg!
Dale!
Jolie Koh Ju Li!
Yvonne Ng
Hubert!
Wei Le!(:
Cheryl Ng!
Guan Zhong
Uncle Gouping!
Mummy and Jie jie!
Colin Chia!
Yassy!!!!(:
Soo sooooo!!(:
Maril!
Joyce!
Yvonne Charrrrr!(:
Charmaine!!(:
many many more....

Good old friends!
Zaneta!(:
Suat Ling!
Farhana!!
Rachel
Rica
Kayminn
Annabel!!
Shuwen
Gayathri P!(:
Many many more....

My sister's friends!!
Shannonlyn and Hui Ru!(:
Lynette!!(Tall like siao siao)

And my whole class of 2G01!HAHAH!!(:

I wish I could name every single one man! I really am so thankful for all these people for remembering and wishing me! I cannot be anymore blessed!(: HEH!
Thanks Guys!!
Please hear me saying I love you from the bottom of my hearts! You guys really made the day so awesome than it already is! You're so amazing!(:

Even if I have forgotten your name, trust me, I love you!! HAHAH!(:
Although I don't think I've forgotten any!(:

But, I just wanna show everyone this! I was so touched when I saw this la!!
And when I was super sian today, I opened my laptop and saw this, I just cannot stop smiling and laughing! HAHAHA!!(:
This is a priceless and most amazing present I've received!

This is a gift I will remember for life!!(:

Melanie, Jamie and Su Mei bought me this necklace! HAHAHA! It's super sweet and nice, I really love it! Thanks man!(:

Jolie Koh is the funniest person on earth! HAHAHHA! She made me laugh so much today, I nearly died! hahaha!! She called me last night and tried to act like someone else, but before she can finish her sentence, I exposed her! HAHHAH!! Isn't she super sweeet?(:

Noel called me again at 3am to wish me!!!Wahhh, he is super funny!! HAHAH!(:

Char, Joyce and Charmaine are super cute! They called me and sang Happy Birthday to me! HAHA! Super cute rightt!(:

D3 celebrated my birthday during CG lunch! hahaha! And I didn't even notice Siong and May preparing the cake when they were sitting right in front of me! hahaha! They are super zai! HEH!(:

Wahhh! I can go on and on man! I am so thankful for everything that God blessed me with! Every single birthday wish and gift and cake!! All the lovely people I have met in Heart of God Church! Lovely and awesome Pastors and Leaders!(:
Nothing beats having a family so great than this! This is my home and family! This is my God who loves me and I love Him!!

There's just like a sweet love song I have in my heart for my Papa!hahaha!!!

Once again, THANK GUYS FOR EVERY WISHES!(: I LOVEEEE YOU!(:

Love,
Amee!

My Chains are Gone!

2008-07-21T01:28:58Z

Temptation.

In our life we are always challenge to make a decision;
Temptation or freedom.

Sometimes you just fight in your mind, whether to take or not; leave or stay.
Sometimes we just want to fill our carnal needs that we choose the wrong thing and end up regretting.
Sometimes we feel that we are so pressed on all four sides that we cannot breathe, and temptations comes it! It is appealing, how can you not go for you it?!

Even as I am today, I still face the temptations of the world; things that I want, but don't need!
And sometimes I make the wrong decisions too.
But I know I can get the freedom I need and want!(:

Because I choose to believe!

2 Corinthians 4:8-9
8 We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; 9 persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed

As I was thinking about the temptations of the world and why we choose to go for those temptations, I realise that it is because of those times where we feel we got no where to go that we turn to the only thing that seems right, and that's temptation. This verse came into my mind. And I was like whoa!

When we make the choice to believe, I know that no matter how tough my situation is, I know I have a tougher someone beside me, and that's my Father, Jesus.
I've got a higher mountain than that mountain of problems in my life! I got the mountain of the Word of God!!

I chose to step out of where I felt comfortable in April 2007!
And here I am, secure with the fact that I know I can conquer anything and everything in my life, because I have a joy in my heart which gives me strength!
Yes, I still face temptations, but I know which road is better for me. It might be tough, but I know the end results of this tough road is going to bring me to somewhere far more amazing than here!(:

When I hear testimonies of people's life being changed and how they just broke through!
Like Cindy's testimony about Yong Hui! I was so blown away when I was reading it in the lonely corner, eating my chilled fish burger!
I nearly choked on my burger! hahaha! no la, i bluff!

Yong Hui just studied and he broke through in his results. His love for his family grew and he is able to serve in so many areas in church and yet still excel in all! Moreover, he is always smiling!!
But I bet that he has went through many times of temptation! Just imagine he gave in to his temptation and watched TV instead of studying? He wouldn't have done that well in studying! Just imagine he chose to sleep because he was tired and missed doing things that is needed to be submitted the next day?!
It's not wrong to sleep, but, what I am saying is, he has that something in him. And that is discipline!

Oh yes, the word is out! I said it! Discipline!!

Just sit down and study, and you'll get that GPA of your dreamsss!!
The rewards are amazing when you choose to have discipline in your life!

But just studying and sticking to his work plan, Yong Hui is super zai now! He can handle many things and yet do well in all!
Amazing man! Don't you think so!?
I am still very blown away by his testimony! WHOOOOOOO!(:

STEP OUT IN FAITH!(:

Noel did this for Create 2006 I think, I can't remember! heh! And I really love it man! It's super nice! HEH!(:
Noel Ongah Dickson, the awesome trio! HAHAHAHAH!(:

I wish I could vomit more things man, but I have to go back to studying! WHOOO! I am learning about Plants!
After AE, I have a totally different view about my lovely plants!(:
HAHAHHA!(:

Noel and Dale did something super sweet last night!!!
When I was on my bed, my phone rang and it was Noel!
He said, "Eh, I scared tomorrow you die before I can say this. Happy birthday."
or something along that line! HAHAHAHAHA!
Then Dale took over and said the same thing tooo! HAHHA!!!
Oh my goodness, I was laughing like mad! They are super nice la!
Super touched! MOLEST! hahahahahahah!!(:

Dale is booking in tomorrow, so he don't have a handphone with him, so h said he wanna wish me last night!!!!
I feel so loved la!
2 awesome and loving brothers I have there! HEH!(:
THANK YOUUUU!(:

Love,
Amee!

Joy of the Lord!

2008-07-16T13:26:19Z

I am so tired!!!!

Planting a plot a land is not funny man! My friends and I have all concluded that we are going to pay our workers in the future well!
hahahaa!!
I felt super productive today during planting! There was so much fun that the heat and sweat did not matter to any of us! Our whole class were working together and we had great joy man!(:

I have loads of projects to do and I don't know why I am still blogging! HAHA!
I just needed to rest my mind from thinking! HAHAHA!(:

Have a vision and dream that you know will change people's lives. Then it will keep pushing you on! Making you move that step when you're in one of those super tiring days! Making you wanna go that extra mile when you are just about to give up!!

The joy of the Lord is your strength!

yay! Okie, I am going back to chionging everything else!!(: WHOOHOOOOOOO!!(:

Powered up!!(:

Love,
AMEEE

I am Ready

2008-07-14T12:26:34Z

Whoa! I just found out how to do something super exciting!
Which is to add a link and wa lah! all the photos are in that link! then it wouldn't make the post look so long!
Isn't it like super exciting!? AHAHAH!!

I was uploading the pictures we took on Sumei's birthday, 10 July!
We went to Pizza Hut!!
It was a crazy day! So crazy I think I never laughed so much while eating pizza!!

I didn't know Curry flavoured pizza can be so spicy!! But it's nice!(:

This is a super duper exciting pizza! If you love cheese, this is created for you man! It's super cheesy and nice! The Finger thingy has hotdog in them too! hahah! Exciting rightt?

This is what happens when you get too excited over getting the chilli out of its container!

You'll get an embarrassed girl with laughing friends!(:

Melanie, me, Sumei and Jamie!(:

This is one of Melanie's crazy acts! I was just trying to help her get a hold of herself! HAHAH!

The madness starts at the moment!

With a super mindless Mel around, anything is possible!

Mel ah Mel!

Don't ask me what was she doing! I have no idea!

Please check Mel's face out! AHHAHAHA!

From this moment on, you'll never see the face of peace again!

That's all for a crazy birthday celebration at Pizza Hut!(:

Yesterday we had a powerful service!! The atmosphere, people, music were all different!!
You can just feel it!(:

Dreams and Visions!!
Not just a catch phrase, it's a conviction! A form of faith!
You can have a good dream or vision, but is it a God-given?

The difference is, when you have a God-given dream or vision, you know it cannot be rushed!
And best of it all, you know that no matter how tough it is to get there, you're going to walk through all these with Christ!
Because if God gave that to you, He has His ways of making it come to pass.
But if you choose to give up so early, then how is it possible for Him to show you His promises?

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is the God who provides

This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trail or pain
There is a faith proof to more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

This is my prayer in the battle
That triumph is still on its way
I am a conquerer and _____ with Christ
So fill by His promise I'll stand

I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

All of my life in every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

[I can't find the lyrics online, so if there is any mistakes, let me know ya'll (: Thanks Brother!(: But I know the second verse is something 'With Christ', I just cannot figure it out! HAHAH!]

Charleston shared with us about doing just that little bit more during discipleship class!
And I felt that it is so true.
Many times, when we are tired, we just want to give up, but just hold on a little longer, and you'll see the revival coming! You'll hear the sound of trumpets playing!!

Victory is on its way, hold on!

Love,
AMEEE!

There when you need someone!

2008-07-12T18:36:40Z

Have you ever talked to God above
Tell Him that you need a friend to love
Pray in Jesus Name believing that
God answers prayer

Have you told Him all your cares and woes
Every tiny little fear He knows
You don't have to pray out loud
He knows your thoughts

On a lonely mountain peak
He's there
In a meadow by a stream
He's there
Everywhere on earth you go
He's been there from the start

Love,
AMEE!

God of my Forever!

2008-07-07T02:48:12Z

Whooooooo!!

I love D3! They are the best people ever! I am so amazed and inspired by every single one of them!(:
They make me love them eh!!!((: HEH!

Yesterday, after service, we went to look for our dearest friend, Tay Jun Wen! HAHA!
The greatest achievement of that day was that I manage to psycho Siong to go and he manage to psycho Cedric to go! HAHAHAH!
It was super funny! HEH!

Because when we were on the bus 24, which goes to Ang Mo Kio, Siong lied to Cedric that he was going home instead. Cedric looked super sad and hurt eh! HAHA! He looked like a little boy who felt lost when he lost his favourite toy! HAHAHAHA! The both of them were just irritating each other! Siong will disturb him and Cedric would step on his shoe lace to make it loose! HAHA! They are like two cartoon boys! HAHAH!(: Love them!

Cedric is finally showing his true colours!!! He is so annoying! Whole day bully and irritate people! But because he has that innocent face with his red cheeks and forehead, everyone thinks he is very guai! BUT NOOO! It's a big mistake to think so! HAHA! But it is equally as fun to irritate him! heh! Everyone loves him because he is like a cute little boy, yet manly. But at the same time, everyone looks irritating him!! HAHAH!
[Happy Cedric ah!]
One thing that he amazed me about was that he is constantly wanting to know more and learn! During service, when Pastor was talking about the Levels and Positions, he kept asking me what does the status means and everything! When Siong ask him where he wants his name to be at, he pointed at the second highest level, which is the one below Pastors! HAHAH! A man of Faith!(:

I found this picture in my computer!(: This is Siong! the bigger one, not the baby!(: HAHAH!

Siong! That nonsense bear and meatball! HAHA! He is Cedric's bestfriend! HAHAH! That was something I proclaim myself, I don't know if they are best friends or not! HAHA!
He is a Team Leader in CCH! And I find it super amazing! Because he only came church last September and he caught the heart so fast! He is so drawn to Sister Mae An and the kids! Each time I look at him when he is with the kids, I see more that just a leader and ma of God, I see a father in him!(: A lion!! Despite his playing and jokes, he is such a mature man on the inside!!(:

[I have too many unglam picture of Tay Jun Wen! But I figured that if I do upload them, I will be dead!]

Tay Jun Wen!!!!! That nonsense that don't make sense sometimes! I wonder why is so nonsensical sometimes! HAHAH! Always talking nonsense and making weird faces! HAHA! He looks like a teeko and a cartoon! Extremes man! HAHA! My brother who is always irritating me; always wishing I was dead; always making me go crazy; always making me laugh!
But he is always inspiring me and amazing me in his own ways! The way he serves in Live Feed ministry makes me so inspired to have the same love and convictions for it! When he talks about his people, I could just see the love and passion! Sometimes when things go wrong, he would just share his feelings so openly, which make me so amazed! HAHA! He is the a secure man and a great leader!

[Okie, I don't really care if I wil get killed or not! HAHA! This is just a mild one okie! there are worse pictures!!] HAHAH!

EBONNNNNGGG!! Best Fwwen! HAHAH!

AHAHHA! I just love making her go mad! HAHA! Especially when I tell those super no link and lame jokes, her expression is classic and hilarious!!! HAHA! Just by looking at this picture, you would agree! No? ahhaah! She is the cute-est person man! Apart from trying to act cute most of the time, she is CUTE! hahahah!

Evonne taught me so so so much! I think about 70% of the things regarding people work in my mind right now is taught by Evonne! She didn't teach me directly, but its the way she speaks and share her heart with me! We would call each other and talk to the wee hours! hahaha! Things that I did wrongly, she would let me know and just shower me with love! Yesterday, when we were at Jun Wen's house worshiping, she prayed for me. WHOA! She just speak straight into my heart! She is more than just a friend, she is a leader whom I respect and who respect me at the same time!(:

MAY MAY!!!!! HAHAH!
I love this picture of her eh! She look so shy and pretty! HAHA!(: Love May! Don't worry, I love June too!(:
HEH!
May amazes me with the way she does her administration! She is like most zai administrator eh! Wa piang eh! HAHA! I am so amazed at that point of her! HAHA! She is also very nice to talk to! recently, we talked more and just getting to know her more is a blessing!(:

My MEINUUUUU!!(: She was eating, that's why her face look so puff up! heh!

Heh! Her name is super zai one, Pansiri Tay Win-ing! Cool rightt?I think is eh! HAHA!(: She is from THAILAND! Like Noel like to call her, ThaiExpress. hahah! meinu is the most zai sound women ever!! at least to me!(:
Wahh! I love her like siao siao! Just by being herself, she inspires me!! Not only in terms of ministry, but also in studying!! She is the best person you would want to look to when it comes to studying and glorifying God! WHOO!
This is my meinu!(: The next BV on the worship team! And coming Worship Leader!(:

Of course, there are other people who inspire me!! And they are Dawn and Noel!!(:

My Dawnie mummy!!(: HEH!

Noeldickson Ongah! HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHH!!!!
This picture is SUPERR funny! hhahah! Don't you think so?!?!!? HAHAHHAH!!

Yay!!(:
I've got the most wonderful friends ever! hahah! And before you think I've forgotten about you, I DIDN'T! HAHAH!
People like Zaneta, Tan ah Suat, Melanie CHIAA, Lim Karmun, Gayathri and Nicole AU!
All the nonsense times, I remember man! HAHAH! Funny like siao siao!(: HEH!

Long long time ago, when my hair was still brown! I'll just name who are in this picture!
Lim Karmun, Nicole Au, Huang Shuwn, Teo Kayminn, Gayathri Bala, Michelle, Keem, Zaneta Cher and myself!!(:

Whoo! Tan Ah Suat and me!(: I think this was like 2 years back when we went to Sentosa! And it happened that that day the sun wasn't very strong! That's why we look normal ya'll! HAHAH!(:

The huge tub of ice cream! I remember man! HAHA! It was about 3 months back when we took this picture! HAHAH! They are just mad man! HAHAH! Tan ah suat and ah dog jie!(:

This is Melanie Chia!

[Before] - 2006

This is Melanie Chia TOO!

[After] - 2008

HAHAHAHA!!! See the change that happens in 2 years?! HAHAH!

WHOO!(: This is super shiok! Just sitting in class and uploading pictures after pictures!
Picture speaks a thousand words man! HAHA!(: And that's why I love uploading pictures! So when I look back 10 years later, I still see all these awesome pictures and know how much I have grown as a person in God!(:

God of my youth, I remember
Your call on my life took me over
Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand her my Your grace
On this altar, I've written my life
Tells of the story I have with You, my Lord
I want the world to know

This is a song I will want to sing to God in the night, 10 years later.
Looking at all the goodness of God in my life. And just give thanks to my beloved Father!(:
I feel, every single word in this song just speaks of how much I will feel when I am super old, strolling along the beach with my husband as we watch over the kids! Just letting the thoughts of God fill my mind, wahh! this is the perfect life man!(:

WHOOHOO!!

Okie, snap back to reality! I need to study!(:

Love,
AMEE!

But God!

2008-07-02T01:44:04Z

I was super sian yesterday man! Like mad mad! And I just didn't want to do anything!
But, the crazy thing is, I did SO many things! HAHAH!!

And I learn many many things!

No matter how lonely or how many times you feel like giving up, always be encouraged that you have God walking beside you.

When you're in the most boring class with the most irritating teacher, He is sitting beside you just laughing and shaking His head at your easily irritated character. He sees those crazy thoughts you have about the topic and laughs! Ain't my Ya Saw someone who is super cute?
And when you're having fun doing something with the most lovable person, He is there with you too! He is playing along! Laughing at your jokes and silliness.

Because He is in you. In your heart. Living in there the day you chose to believe in Him.

This whole thought comforts me! Because my Father knows what I am feeling! And the best part is, He is not judging me about it, but He is there pushing me along; holding my hand saying, 'Don't worry, I am with you. I know how you feel, you're not alone.' All these things just makes my heart melt!

What a beautiful sight and thought to know that He knows how you feel and is with you all your days! Even when sometimes you forget about Him, He doesn't forget about you.(:

I love my Father! The best Papa in the world!(:

But God! No matter how tough it is at home or in school, remember, BUT GOD is with you!(:

Studying plants is no joke man!
I never knew plants have so much knowledge attach to them!
The way God created plants is amazing!!! HAHAH!!
The only encouragement in class right now! HAHAH!(:

BUT GOD!(:

Love,
AME!